Category: Personal

  • Passing Thoughts

    Adults are inhibited by their knowledge while students are driven by their ignorance.

    Don’t know how knowledge is power.

  • Education

    He boarded the train with the book in his hand. He opened the book to a page where there was a neatly written script in Marathi. Probably written by his teacher. He just said the words, “For my education”, in Marathi.

    Appeal in his voice and a trace of frustration in his face.

    He was able to reaffirm my respect for my education and thankful that I can afford one.

  • Notes 00

    There was an article in the recent ToI talking about the high attrition rate. Might mention it on my space blog soon. But,  this is just to remind me.

  • Hmm….What number is it? 3 or 4??

    the only people to disagree are millionaires    ??

    Affirmation, Savage Garden

  • Going to IAC…and SEDSIC

    I’ve been in a bit of a spot at home. So, going to IAC/SEDSIC was not discussed. Yesterday for the first time I had a talk about going there. Neither positive nor negative. But, a start.

    Asked my principal today about the same – some support from college in terms of attendance, not that I need it though – and he replied that I was either premature (I think he meant immature) or over-enthusiastic.

    Of course, I’m enthusiastic, it’s a chance to meet the people I’ve been having wonderful discussions online. I believe that it has contributed more to the way I look at my life than the people in the real world around me. Hmm…

  • My Story

    That storyline that was developing has nowhere else to go. The book tab on the top will remind you what I’m talking about. I cannot write 300 pages of pure romance. Would have to read too many other books to fill in the blanks. :)

    So, I’m going to re-write it all. There is a new story line on the drawing board. I’ll put it in here as soon as I get enough details to complete the picture realistically. That and more coming soon.

  • Quick Long Update

    I returned from Kerala on the 17th. And there has been no blog posts since then. So, that needs some explanation.

    Stuff that I did –

    • Changed the theme to Unsleepable by Ben Gray
    • Read all the emails
    • Read all the blog posts
    • Updated Orkut and Facebook. Still catching up on that front.
    • Trying to get back into SEDSAT2

    So, in between all that, I didn’t have time to update my blog. Sorry. Had tons to write about. Forgot all of it. Sorry :(.

  • Somewhere in Kerala

    post dated post.

    I am in Kerala till 17th June 2007.

  • Failure (Part 2)

    Although, academically, I approached many people for help, where I really needed help was at the personal level. I tried to get that but failed. This happened, I theorized because of the difference in the way people viewed things.

    My way of thinking is not really shared by many people. I viewed this failiure as a result of a string of internal failiures. Others viewed it as one failiure – academic.

    So, I basically needed to introspect. And I discovered this fact about Bombay. You can’t go on these long introspective walks that you see in the movies. You do that in croweded places like local trains, public toilets and BEST buses.

    Luckily for me, I was not thrown out of my house and I had the emptiness of my balcony to shut myself up in. I took Krishnamurti’s Commentaries on Living and the notebook that I later burned and wrote, copied and talked to myself.

    The result was a change in my life without much external changes. I thought seeing sudden changes may lead my parents to believe that I am mentally disturbed.

    But my father not having released his anger physically, began to quip on my uselessness and my inability of becoming an engineer. I would have preferred a few beatings. Physical strain is infinitely better than mental strain. Maybe, in his wisdom, he prefferred to give me that punishment.

    I am sorry to say though that all this failiure did was replace one set of qualities with another. There was really no total revolution. enough for today. More later.

  • Voters ID

    Got my voters id card today. Which in reality has no other significance other than the fact that I now have to carry and take care of another card.

    I was registered to vote two years ago! Ah! the hassles of growing up!!